You know that feeling when something is nicely and neatly and intangibly put away? It's like a chapter in your book of memories, stored with emotions and good times, but you know that it's best to not relive it and to treasure it as just that - memories. It's a nice feeling. I'm learning to control my emotions, and I'm finding that only Jesus alone can break my fall and mend my heart. He's after my heart and to Him, I give all my attention and adoration.
I've been feeling a lot of peace - alhamduliallah. And God really has humbled me and showed me how wonderful it is to put Him first, to appreciate life, and the importance of questioning.
Someday we'll know why - why Samson loved Delilah and whether or not the captain of the Titanic cried...
Well I have a huge Chem test tomorrow but before I head into hardcore studying, I did a quiet time. It calms me down and offers me wisdom.
And this, my friends, is why I study:
Philippians 1:9-11
"And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ - to the glory and praise of God."
Yes, Lord. Thank you for another beautiful day in New Haven. I loved the warm sunshine and brisk air combination. That and company of great friends has made my day a day to be thankful for.
<3 love.
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